Closing an opening

"If this is my gate to meet with all of this and I have found this gate. These gates have been opened and I have met with all this, however, the fact of being a little different, not as I expected before. It all started to bother, and I know it must be end.

This is only a gate, and I never could open it before and I should have shut it, shut it downbecause if it continues to open, I'm sure this will be a very painful thing. I'll close this gate,although this rusty iron may be very difficult to close. By all means I can do. Because I'm sure, I'll be an end to what had been before I begin, though sometimes the effort to end it takes energy and feeling more than ever when I open this gate. "   Bayu Wicaksono, 16 yo

Without stars are longstanding

I'm sitting here, on the land where I grew up and lived this long. I do not know what I'm thinking right now, I started to look at myself. Shadow has always been with me all the time. I was silent for a moment, staring at my face in the mirror. My face in the mirror reflects what I have done, I looked straight at my eyes in the mirror and it looked sharp eyes behind me, sharper than gaze into those eyes. As if my mind wants to say something to me, rather wanted to warn me about what I was doing. I was silent, stunned and silent. Defeated looks a shadow. I bowed ashamed ponder what I have done so far. I realized I had too many stupid useless, my time to keep going and at times can be called by Him. "Look what you're going to spend the rest of your time with useless? Live only once and are you going to waste? Lot of people out there whose fate worse" said my reflection in the mirror. I must not waste any time, I have to change to be better and more useful. Because why would I live if I'm just wasting my time with useless and accumulating sin, I had to use the rest of my time as possible. I step forward with my feet away from the mirror, I'll prove that I can

My point of view

Tonight will continue to change, the time will continue to spin, life will continue to run, it all happened by cycles that will one day will cease

Evidently, a few liters of milk is what I need now, at least it helped me a few years of growth will end. My emotions began to return to normal, although in fact it is of normal, but at least it's also far from abnormal or unstable. I realized that God is always there with me, giving me what I need to be able to get what I want. My God, my God, give me a couple of glasses of milk this morning, more than that there is a wide range of subjects which might be behind one of them what was until now still keeps me going. A wonderful evening I can still go through, see the stars, the moon, the sun and the earth in its orbit, it's simple but great mechanisms that exist in nature. God help me to live, can still move and pursue dreams. God has always helped me. God still allows my legs to keep going, still allows my eyes to see, allow my brain to think, to allow my hands to still be moved, allowing my body and my mind to be alive.

More than'm sure you can still enjoy this just like me. do you know what that means? Obviously only themselves each one knows, why would God still allow yourself to be like this now ...